If I drowned in your emotions, would you give me your last breath?
Or would you let me fall, slipping into the depths ?
If I was on fire with your love, would you drop your last tears?
Or would you let me burn hotter as death nears?
If I lost every battle in life, would you let me finally win?
Or would let me be a loser, tainted from the outside in?
I don’t know what made me cry
I could have been the color of the sky
Or maybe the green on the trees
Whatever it was made me fall with the leaves
At that moment, I felt every emotion in life
I cried and felt no sorrow, and no spite
Smiling, just happy that there will be a tomorrow
I was released and free to feel, so I guess I cried because I finally knew how freedom feels
Give me meaning, make me feel whole
I need the insurance behind my pain
Let me know you’re there
Touch me from a distance
Hear me thought the silence
Let me in without knocking
Be there when I’m gone
Give me meaning
Make me feel like I belong
And I’ll never let you go
In spirit, body, and in mind
Overcome with darkness, the black overflows from within
In a place where no man would willingly go again
No voice, no sight, just mist, and weightless thoughts
Those who fought have gone and passed with no chance to last
Amongst the hopeless with no reason to laugh
Looking for our smile, in a bottomless pit
Going lower and lower, just to see how low the bottom can get
In a world full reliant on companionship I find myself alone
Walking, talking and worrying for myself
It isn’t a burden, but more like a blessing
When you’re alone you embrace life and every lesson
It’s just me and my way, my feelings and pride
No reason to lie, and no reason to hide
I feel like I’m the only one alive
Just me and my thoughts, deep in my feelings
Alone I am, happy and free
With no care in the world, I’m just glad to be me
You’re the same as me; you make mistakes just as I do. The only difference is that I own up to my mistakes. I don’t avoid the doubt casted upon me because of the decisions I’ve made. I am a man who owns up to everything. I deal with my problems because I made those problems. There’s no easy way out. Casting the pain onto others, or ignoring your faults will only lead to confusion. Man up, step up and take ownership of your emotions. Don’t be something you’re not. That’s how you end up lost. Be you, be honest, and don’t avoid the pain. The pain helps us grow. It helps us understand how to be humans, not robots. We’re either controlled by our emotions or we learn to control our emotions. We shall no hide in the shade when the sun is burning up the ground beneath us. Stand there and fight the heat at all costs. If you shall burn than at least you’ll burn with pride – knowing you didn’t run away from anything. You stood there like a human being who knows right from wrong. You didn’t cower away from anything. That makes you a man. That’s what makes you human.