I have falling down. Looking at the sky from the ground. Nobody can see me. I’m not even there to them.They walk over me as I were a doormat. Wipe their feet and move on. They can’t tell that I’m hurt. They cannot see these chains holding me down. I am constricted by the vines of sin. My soul seeks the darker side of life. I am down and I am alone. Looking up at the stars at night, I imagine being free, walking amongst the crowd, smiling, staring at the sun. I could rule the world, my family and I, hand in hand, eyes on the sky. With no restraints, and no fears, I would be free, lifted from the ground, forever and now.
I just want to know … Is this hard work going to pay off or is everything going to waste ?
I just want to know … Is love really worth the pain or am I a fool lost in my own emotions ?
I just want to know … Is happiness in my future or should I get used to being down ?
I just want to know … Does my life have meaning or am I living just to die ?
I just want to know … Is there a Heaven or are we praying to an empty sky ?
I just want to know … Can anyone answer these questions or is this an endless search for answers ?